QUOTE(Cutelilchica @ Aug 31 2005, 02:04 PM)
Anyone attempted reading this?
http://www.chinapage.com/gnl.html <-- is that what you're talking about ?
That's my favorite version if it is ... it's kinda funny looking back and seeing how my perspective's changed somewhat - i read this (with care) over a year ago, i thought it was kind of crazy - it was kind of like an inspirational piece for me, although i did find it hard to interpret and understand in some places ... i guess it's probably lost some of its clarity - having been translated so many times over by different people, not to mention that the original script in which it was written in doesn't even exist anymore, but has changed...
so after reading and reading and reading stuff like this - i see that for me - some forms of so called knowledge don't necessarily have much relevance in my day to day life, and how i actually live, from moment tomoment. i do feel that i have gained some good insight from books that have helped me - but in the end the action - my life - all depends on me and what i do with what i know or think i know - and it's this whole action through thought which is killing me - i realized i need to just stop and be. easier said than done. (i actually know very little - i know this very clearly now - the only thing i feel i can be absolutely sure of is myself - not any books i've read - if i'm clear then life is clear.
and for myself i feel that the universe in all its grandness responds to me in an appropriate manner. things happen when i'm ready for them to happen.
but of all the stuff i've read - i have to say that i find Krishnamurti's words to 'resonate' with me the most - i feel his message is so universal - so ever-relevant to everyone - but i think it might be hard to see that - and it's harder still if you can see that and still not act appropriately - i guess that means you don't really understand <- i'm talking about myself right now - kind of in a slump and got here in a bad way ...
feels good let it go though.
happy Wednesday !