So one day my older philosophy major brother tells me everything means nothing. Nothing has any meaning into the sense I understand meaning to be, chew no whad im sayin? If you do your on your way to liberation. It might take a few tokes off a spliff or a hardcore meditation session to get into the proper mind state to free yourself from your attachments and your ego. What it took for me, was a spliff that must have been baptised by the pope, because it awoke my mind and brought me to what Buddhists call Samadhi. My brain literally fealt like it was awake, and my vision got smaller, it looked as if there was smoke around my movie theatre style vision of reality and I came to the conclusion that my life is an illusion (is this confusin? rofl). Samadhi means complete detachment from the self and complete awareness. This is all I can think of to explain this experience.

If you have had a similar experience or liberating wisdom, please pretell